Crying over something and staring into nothing, seems as though some things never change. I look to the stars in hopes that they'll straighten my head again, yet, the confusion cloaks my mind. Soon, whats left of today will fade away and shed into another day of the same confusion and lies. This stress is tremendous and pressure is endless. Feels like the end is getting closer, not much left for me to do. Time peals back the scab as the wound is reopened. Crimson tears form, falling from their paths of indecision. My heartstrings have come undone. There's nothing left. Falling to pieces and flailing against the wind. The same old feelings are taking over and I can’t seem to make them go away. And I can’t take all the pressure sober, but I can’t seem to make it go away. What is there left when you had nothing to begin with in the first place? Among the stars glittering inside the black velvet sky you shine. Reaching out, you seem so far away. Can't help but feel discouraged and disconnected from the world. Seems so hopeless. I feel you cross my mind in disarray. Seems as though there's nothing in this world that can ease my pain. Stuffed it down, it's back again. The sun drips down as it fades to nothing. Shadows ease their pain by spreading their disease on all the lives it touches. So lost and dead inside. You've gone so far away..